Walking In Your Way

Dear God,

I have a question in my mind which comes up every now and then, and finally I'd like to ask You now --- Why is it Lord, that even if I know that You are guiding and helping me, I don't seem to know the way...? I often get caught up in the many cares of the world. DS and DD are demanding attention even if they are not little brats anymore... There seems to be endless tasks to do at home, fixing healthy food to eat, managing my Diabetes... and then cleaning and putting order in the house and home can't seem to wait. Something always calls louder than the voice You are speaking in, yet I know that You are the one I need to listen to the most...

Sometimes I get discouraged when I don't know which way to go -- where You are actually leading and guiding me. Perhaps the problem is that I am not taking the time to truly hear what You are telling me... You are right behind me, God, telling me which way to turn. I want to be quiet and listen for Your guidance. Please always help me, Lord.

Whether you turn to the right or to the left,
your ears will hear a voice behind you,
saying, "This is the way; walk in it."
Isaiah 31:21